I quite clearly do have the patience to play it properly shown by my singleplayer worlds and the stuff me and moeshi have made on the server

And the fact when anyone asks for the simplest bit of help you're like "I couldn't possibly do that! " surely it would be nice to lend a hand every once in a while, seeing as all the admins have done so far is kill me and not give me any of my stuff back? And destroy parts of my house which I now can't repair as the server has broken?

But ok maybe my whole post is 'wrong' and everything the admins has done has been right, my bad?